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Me

I’d say it’s pretty fair to want to know a bit more about the person who came up with this.

So I figured I might as well share a bit about myself.

A couple of years ago I was in a place where I no longer wanted to be on this earth anymore. I no longer saw any hope for this world. Even more so for myself. 

I sought for a way that could end this hopeless suffering in an instant. A way to be able to let go without affecting others. Unfortunately or now fortunately there wasn’t an easy way to do so. And I’m really grateful for it.

But it was in the pits of my despair that I really got to know myself. Where I was confronted with myself. The things I did and didn’t hate about myself. Although it really hurt at times, I definitely came out stronger. I feel like I got the chance to become a better person. As cheesy as it may sound – no pain, no gain really is true. 

I’m happy to say that I’m in a much better place now. Nevertheless these thoughts still come up from time to time. They’re a part of me and they forever will be. And that’s okay. Because every time I’m able to upend them, I’ll be able to foster a better relationship with them.

I’m fully aware that my views and ideas in no way reflect the whole reality. In a position where I’m privileged to write this in the first place, I can’t possibly know or even relate to what others are going through at the moment. All the more a reason to shed light on these experiences. 

But enough from me. Let’s hear from you! 🙂